Earlier this season Toni took Birdman to meet her father Papa Braxton. Judging from the episode Papa Braxton approve of Birdman…
Fast forward…. On Thursday’s episode of Braxton Family Values, the 49-year-old singer admits to her sister, Towanda, that she’s “anxious” over her relationship with her beau Birdman.
“B called me the other day, yesterday actually, and he was just like, ‘T, I want you to hang out with me, whatever it is, let’s just do something,'” she reveals, admitting she’s going back and forth on whether she should take the plunge. “I have anxiety and bubbles in my tummy and stuff. I don’t know what’s going ton with me.”
Then, the source of her nerves comes out.
“You ever been scared to be happy?” Toni asks her sister, acknowledging that she doesn’t know why she’s afraid to go further in her romance with Birdman.
“I haven’t been happy in a long time outside of work. Work brings me extreme happiness. When I’m on stage and I’m performing, that’s the only time that I get those butterflies and I feel totally happy with my life,” she shares. “A romantic relationship? I haven’t had time for that — I should say, I chose not to make time for it but it’s right here in front of my face: happiness.”
Toni reflects on the past decade of her life, saying, “It’s the weirdest thing. Ten years ago, I never would’ve imagined me and B would be here,” she says.